im done with it

i just realized that i havent drank in many months, and i dont feel the need to either. I guess being away at a university really is a lot more tempting to do things i shouldnt do. hmm. i cant believe i used to poison my body with everyone else at parties just to have fun. oh right, its because when ur in a house full of strangers, it isnt really fun. now that i think about it, all the parties i've ever been to that i thuoght were awesome would have been SOOO lame if i wasn't wasted, a bunch of obnoxious sweaty ugly drunk people dancing in a dark musty room. uegh.

i'd rather be biking. biking isnt my anti- drug, it IS my drug. addictions are just that, addictions, whether its drugs, alcohal, or biking. but at least this one is healthier.